Telephone appointment with my dear

Yesterday I joined Dylan's school field trip to Domino Pizza Taman Connaught, TUDM gallery and Vitagen factory. We paid RM 130 for the trip. It was a good experience for me to Y
Then it happened again every time I did this go-together thing with Dylan. He refused to go to nanny place the next day when the school was off for the day. I had to tell white lies just to get him agreed to go to nanny place. ie, office had police that will detain any children in sight, that I worked in other office already, that I will bring him to library after I worked, and finally he agreed on calling him before he sleep in the afternoon. So I set a reminder in my handphone to call him by 12:45 pm. I was in a meeting and I sneak out finally at 1:18 pm to give him a call. Nanny said he was sleeping already. I asked her to wake him up. If not, he will blame me later for not keeping promise. When he finally woke up and called mummy, my tear starts rolling down... asking him if he sleep already, if he had his lunch, and that I will bring him to library this evening when I get back. At the end, he was just nodding his head at the other side of the line. After that, I said bye-bye and asked him to sleep some more. Oh... how my heart is aching... I quickly go to toilet to clear my tears before continuing the QA meeting... I LOVE U DYLAN !!