Friday, May 27, 2011

Bye Bye Office World

I quit my office job, yes, finally. I think it is about 1 year after I have posted related post on quiting office job. I have wanted to keep my promise with my little one, to spend more time at home with him. But then, I got to do something right, instead of just cooking and be a mum :) . I was with him alone for 3 months and I was frantically trying to find a job instead of being contended as a mummy. May be becoz at that time, I am not really ready to be a stay at home mum. My job was terminated abruptly when I was 5th month into my pregnancy.

When he was small, there is no much concern on how he should feel. You know, what he know only sleep, eat, sleep, eat... haha and being mummy feel so bored doing nothing at home and nobody to talk to. N no internet too at that time.... U get into post-natal depression... Well, I still took care of him at nite. It has been my pleasure to do so until now. Unlike some of my friends who rather left their babies with relatives only to bring them back on weekend. But u can't run away with nagging all the time, I think all mummy does that.

Now he is much older and can carry out adult like conversation, he has more demand on attention and often express his dislike of staying at nanny house. For one thing, he is not allowed to go out to play. Also, when he eventually in elementary school, he will need to involve more in his friends cycle. I don't really believe in academy excellency anymore. Unlike myself, who was always at home, studying... darnnnn... that I missed a lot of wonderful times ... I still wondered if time can be turn around, what could I have done differently!

And so I search and search and search and I search one thing that I can count on... and here I am, ready to quit and that I am entering new milestone of my life... hoorraayyy and importantly I feel great! One of my friends said, I am always doing something weird, out of ordinary than others people. May be she is true, I never realise until she mentioned about it. hahaha...
And I wish myself good luck too !

Secret Fan Out There

There is a secret fan out there reading my blog. Occasionally I got a comment/feedback or whatever you call it. That's a nice surprise knowing that some one out there is taking an interest of my blog. Well, whoever you are, I must say thank you for all your feedback. Love to know who are you actually, if u want and let's make friendsss...

I will try my best to write more often now that I am sort of FREEEE from the office world, at least for months ahead!