What am I

Changing my self is not easy.
From hot temper to good temper.
From introvert to extrovert.
From easily get excited to take thing easy.
From stingy to generous.
From putting on cool face when hearing something not to liking to pretending that it is funny.
From taking thing for granted to appreciating thing more.
From in-decisive to decision making.
From in-patient to be more patient to son.

I am still trying very hard to cross that line to become a better person.
God please help me.